You Got Me Dad

7 11 2009

kym3

Dad's Girl-kymberlyrenee

You Got Me Dad
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Who Do I Love The Best ?

Nestled among the captured moments, snuggles to my soul.

wrapped in grace, raining with love, shivering like a curtain.

It is a life with a new day, a young heart, a new plan, I been waiting for you
here I am.

This is me, blonde, blue eyes, a smile that wonders on forever, pure heart, a tainted laugh.

A city woman in country feet, not dads idea.

Living on the music inside, taking my time.

We only need God’s help for us to make it, I have power inside.

Waiting on the wind.

Day after day I am feeling strange.

Free my soul.

Let me drift away.

Am I wasting time ?

A daddy’s girl, daddy’s eyeballs, so he says-
He makes me smile, tobacco on his lips makes me laugh.

He gives me joy, I believe in him-
After all he has captured the best cat fish in town, and has the biggest garden, that feeds everyone around.

That’s dad for you, a country girls charm has him, wrapped.

He enjoys me in red, so I do to please him-
He enjoys his fingers in my long hair, he fusses if i cut it.

He still allows me on his lap, after all these years, yet he wont carry me anymore, laughs.

He takes my many kisses upon his cheek and acts as though he didn’t receive them but, I seen him smile, when he thought I wasn’t looking.

But he always tells me he loves me.

That’s who we have always ended our days.

I am there when he calls me.

Oh to listen to him play his harmonica, is like listening to the chimes in the wind, it stretches my soul.

His tractor is his pride, he rides it like a hero.

His truck a pot hole buster, again make me laugh. but it is tuff, kinda like him.

He seems hard as a rock, but his heart is a reflection of my own.

He is a giver of gifts, just to be close to him is all i need.

Visiting him now takes me back home.

His eyes Big like mine tell a story of hard times yet good.

It doesn’t matter what they mean, i feel fine anytime he is around.

He was a drunk but, oh we won that battle, of abuse and the bottle.

He makes me proud to say he is my dad my hero
he is the only man who has never laid a hand to harm me.

In his eyes I can do no wrong, silly man-
He thinks I am a rock, after all I am his eyeballs.

I love you dad, I love you papa.

If only one day I can walk in your worn boots .

For the truth is all you ever see in me.

You feel my heart inside your soul.

Who do i love the best ?

You got me dad

Forever
kymberlyrenee





Inside

7 08 2009
My Heart

My Heart

So I never walk in Fear , the word of God says fear is not of God.That it is nothing more than false evidence appearing real.

For the first time in my life I am in a situation that I can not find a way around or through.

I am tired
I am lonely
I am beat
I am mad
I am angry
I am hurt
I am confused
I feel God far from me
I have lost my Joy

The man who brought me into this world and left me when I was born,now needs me….Or maybe I would like to think he does, seeing as no one else is around.

I have been taking care of him, bathing,feeding him,you name it.

Sometimes I have an overflow of emotions inside of myself, because I feel like he does not deserve my time or attention, much less my love. But the truth is I have never stopped loving him.

He lived his life filled to overflowing in sin and now is reaping the harvest he has sown , after all those years. ( The wages of sin is death)

I fear today he will die soon…I see it in his eyes and I feel it in my heart…and I am lost for words…the perfect picture I painted has faded away ….and I fear he is running out of time, to repent and be saved.

He seems much like a baby to me today and not like a Man.He seems ragged and torn and I can feel an inner sadness rolling off of him when I hold him in my arms and pray.

I have moments where I wish we could start all over again .I wish I had the perfect words that would make it all go away .

But inside it is more than I can feel

My heart tangled to The CROSS

Kymberlyrenee





Mistakes

28 03 2009
Mistakes

Mistakes

Half of the mistakes made in your relationship
will most likely be yours.

That’s a deep, but mathematically accurate thought.

It is typical in our church men’s meeting to talk about all of
the things that women do in the relationship.

From what I’ve heard, the women’s meeting is the same.

All of the quirks, the errors, the unappreciative and
inconsiderate things, how “they” have to be babied, if only
“they” were more mature, and that it is a good thing that “we”
are so much more mature in order to be able to put up with
“them.”

Yet in truth, each side makes about half of the mistakes.

It is always difficult to see our own faults.
It’s always easy to see the other person’s shortcomings.

I sometimes wonder “where has the love gone?”

You rarely hear anyone say, “I know they have their weaknesses,
but I love them so much that it doesn’t matter.”

You rarely hear anyone say, “I got in this for better or for
worse, in sickness and in health, rich or poor, that’s what I
said and that’s what I mean and I’m so glad I married him/her.”

We had one man in the men’s meeting recently; he had been
married for 46 years and said that he loved his wife a thousand
times more now than he did when he married.

He was the oldest man in the group.

He was also perhaps the wisest.

It was refreshing.

You hear so much of the things wrong in relationships, but you
very rarely hear how much in love a couple is.

Even if people feel it, they don’t say it very much.

Neither of them.

Now who’s fault is that?





True Men

24 03 2009
Real Men walk and talk like Jesus

Real Men walk and talk like Jesus

“Only where there are true men of God can there be true women of God.”





Kymberlyrenee

2 01 2009
Winter Me

Winter Me

 

                          This pic is of me a winter in NY , Christ has set a fire in my heart and this burn in me is the coolest thing I have ever felt.

“Your care for others Is the Measure of your greatness!”

( Luke 9:48,TLB)

This is me:

I’m an analyzer of everything, a dreamer, a romantic, a woman who loves people more than things. I love to string words together – making positive things out of them. I love all kinds of music. I’m passionate about people, freedom, nature and GOD, who is the reason I made it this far. It is the desire of my heart to rediscover each day what is new in Christ, that joy that fills my senses. Without it my heart never sings, my spirit never soars.I have a pure heart and I am a very kind and loving person. I think what matters most are the simple things, I enjoy people who are real and I like to see people from the inside out.I love to laugh and enjoy life. I do not like head games or people who are not willing to make changes to be the best they can be in Christ.

 
My friends would say I am a giver with a smile that goes on forever, that my big blue eyes are very expressive, my pesonality sparkling, that I am confident, posses a deeply felt emotional life, and that I possess the talent to channel my feelings into highly creative and artistic forms. Art and self-expression are my outlets. I love art of any kind and you can often find me with brush or pen in hand. I am both mentally and emotionally balanced and there is little that gets me down. I love a good time. Have a HUGE heart and I am generally happy, friendly, outgoing and have a gift for gab. I am very witty, creative, playful and feel I inspire and entertain people.

To me, being a Christian means…

I am a child of God, because I am born again through the blood of Jesus Christ….saved by His grace alone, and not by my works of righteousness. I am seated in the third Heaven with my Lord Jesus Christ, raised up into new life by His resurrecting power.

 

Heb. 12:22-24, Eph. 2:8

 

I am crucified with Christ…it is no longer I that lives, but Christ lives in me to fulfill the Father’s will in my life, as well as in the lives of those around me.

Rev. 12:11, Gal. 2:20, Matt. 5:44

 

Greater is he that is in me, than he that is in the world. No weapon formed against me will prosper, because my Father has placed His Angels in charge over me and has sealed me unto the day of redemption. He has adopted me into His family by the blood of Jesus.

Luke 10 :19, 1 John 3:8. 4:4 & 5:4, Eph. 1:5, Psalm 91:11

 

I am filled with His Holy Spirit and with His anointing power to do good works, to preach His salvation, to speak with new tongues, to cast out demons, to lay hands on the sick, and they will be healed in Jesus’ name.

Mark 16:15-18

 

This authority is not by my might nor by my power, but by the Holy Spirit, the Blood of Jesus and by the Word of God…in Jesus’ name.

Zech. 4:6, Rev. 12:11

 

Jesus said I could receive anything I ask for in His name, and even greater works would I do because He returned to the Father. The Holy Spirit makes daily intercession for me. Signs and wonders do follow me as I boldly proclaim the day of salvation to the lost.

John 14:12-14, Romans 8:26

 

I am a joint-heir with the Father and the Son…we are one in the Spirit. A threefold cord is not easily broken. I have been made to be more than a conqueror. My cup overflows with every spiritual blessing that my Father is able to give me through Christ Jesus; not a drop…not a trickle…not even a river, but a f-l-o-o-d!! Pressed down, shaken together and running over!

Luke 6:38, 1 Cor. 2:9, Psalm 23:5, Romans 8:17, John 14:20, Ecc. 4:12

 

Ask, Seek, And Knock!

 

MAY JESUS BLESS YOUR PRAYERS, AND GIVE YOU THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEART..PSALM 37:4

 

~*~You can easily judge the character of a man by how he treats

those who can do nothing for him.~*~

James D. Miles





Get Back Up

30 12 2008

getup

“I’ve been a sinner, a looser, hurt, and set free , a pawn and a king; I’ve been up and down and over and out, And I know one thing;

Each time I find myself flat on my face, I pick myself up and get back in the race”

Praise you God

This video tugged at my heart, it reminds me of something in each one of us.

I recently had a dear friend who lost his son and I have been praying for him with all my heart, soul, mind and strength….. that he will GET BACK UP.

If I could take all his pain , I would carry it for him, if only for a day.

Please watch this it is just amazing

http://maniacworld.com/are-you-going-to-finish-strong.html





“OH GOD”

28 12 2008

thisman

I wrote this long ago, I love to put my heart into words.I pray that one day I meet this Man.

“OH GOD”
This man “oh God” , this Man just like you
This God Man!!
How my heart yearns to be near him
To fight for him
To stand beside him
Everything about him  just speaks to my soul
Refreshes my spirit
It is his heart, I know it is
I can feel him when he is miles away
I dream of him
I see him in my visions
And I feel him in my belly
The core of my being
He is like me, “Oh God”
He speaks the things that I do
His words, So powerful
He walks where I have
He loves to reach out and help others
His heart is pure
In his arms is where I want to call home
I have never told him, but I can only be honored to you “Oh God” for such a friend, for such a Man
I new the day I saw his face
The day I heard him speak
That very day, I new “Oh God”
I new it was Him
I have no idea God, what to do now
I need your help “oh God”
I can not do this without you
“Oh God” , I pray for him
God I am striving to be my best for you
I know you have been molding me
Preparing me
I try to hard to be perfect,I know I fall short at times.
I am so sorry God
I know I should trust in you , “Oh God”
Today I pray oh God that he can feel me to
That he can feel you living inside him
That he knows to , that I was made for him
To be by him
To walk with him
To fight for him
And Mostly “Oh God”
To LOVE him
I want so bad to give back “oh God”
Give back to him all that you have given me
To show him “oh God”, how much you have placed in my heart
How much love
How much perfect love, because it comes from you “oh God”
It comes from you, and flows through me
I want to be able to share “oh God”
Share in his life forever “Oh God”
To love him with agape love
Your perfect Love
I pray “oh God”
For just one day to Love him perfectly and God forever if it is your will, I will Love and adore him till my time on earth is done.
And when my time is up, I will Love him in Heaven to
“Oh God” he is just like YOU
A mighty warrior
Thank you God for this Man
And if he only stays a short time, I thank you “Oh God”
That you have made our paths to cross
For this Man, who is just like YOU
May my time with him honor you and he a blessing to you and your kingdom “Oh God”
May your will be done
kymberlyrenee